Practicing cleaning of my mind of past hurts, betrayals, and negativity
I’ve been reading Master Keys lesson week 5 since Monday and it wasn’t until Thursday evening when I finished reading Emerson essay on Compensation that it hit me. Until I let go of my past traumas and forgive those who took away my childhood innocence that the change and growth I seek will continue as they are static. If I forgive them than I can forgive me, 2 halves of a whole. It seems by just trying to forget and not working through it and letting go has not worked in my life. This year beginning in January flashbacks that I have pushed back have come to the forefront and ones that have not come in years also want their way out. I’ve never spoken of this, it’s been my experience alone for 49 years and I know now, that until I release these negative thoughts from my mind and put the past behind me, that I will not be able to control my mind and find that power withen. In Emerson’s essay this is where I had my aha moment. “Nothing can work me damage except myself; the harm that I sustain I carry about with me, and never am a real sufferer but by my own fault.” After I read the essay I proceeded with the daily reading of Hannel and when I got to 5.12 mental, moral and physical cleanliness are absolutely indispensable if we are to make progress of any kind. That connection between the two for me, made me more aware of what I need to do. Until I clean my mind of all my circumstances in my past, that I will never be able to bring my desire to realization. I might have the keys in hand but I won’t be able to be heir and take possession of the fine abundant estate that is waiting for me. My mind and spirit will only be half of each other and not the whole it needs to be.
I think a chip has fallen off my Buddha
In conclusion I know what I need to do and after reading 7 Laws of the Mind, I must continue to practice cleaning my mind, sitting still and stop the negativity from entering my thoughts and if they do replace them with a pleasant happy thought. I must forgive everyone and anyone who has caused me harm or injustice. Until I do, I will not grow I will not have access to the Omnipotent, Omniscient, and Omnipresence Creator. I know this is a process, it’s one that I will continue. I’m so glad Master Keys found me and I have the belief and faith that I will conquer my demons with practice. I will gain control of my thoughts and take possession of that estate and have an abundance of heath and liberty. Thanks to the Creator who blessed me with an open mind for that has been constant in my life always. I always keep my promises Norina Lelii
It’s amazing how all these readings link together and everyone sees what they need to to start the crumbling of the cement. I look forward to reading other blogs on week 5
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Show a little kindness to everyone you meet!