That there is an abundance for everyone is evident, but that many fail to participate in this abundance is also evident; they have not yet come into a realization of the University of all substance, and that mind is the active principal whereby we are related to the things we desire.
There where times in my life that the natural law of abundance has happened in my life. The first time where my thoughts of returning back to college, and going for me and not my mom. My desire was to get an associate degree and get all my so called bs classes out of the way, you know the classes that really don’t help in your career choice, but lined the pockets of the school and they say the reason behind those classes are to make you a well rounded person. BS degree really stands for bull shit, lol, because having 2 years in doing clinical or internships would be better suited, but why take the money away from the educational institutions. Another day another story, back to me lol. Well I thought, get my associate degree get a job and have them pay tuition for the next 2 years. So I set in motion exactly that, to save money I choose a community college, into my 3rd semester I took one of my math classes and math is my kryptonite and on day one I was already lost, because I’ve had not had math in over 15 years and my class consisted of students just out of high school. So I dropped that class and took biology instead which was a prerequisite for transferring for nursing and I didn’t want my GPA going down. I was maintaining a high B. I also had to take chemistry for my prerequisites which I was stressing about, so I decided to ask around and getting feedback from students which teacher to take if you struggle with chemistry, but if you put in the effort and try they would pass you with a C. So that was my plan and next semester that’s what I did and I ended up with a C. That didn’t solve what was standing in my way, my kryptonite. I even considered paying someone to take those courses for me, but that never would have sat right with me. So I put the math classes off for a while. I took a personal development class for careers as a an elective and I new it would be a stress less class and I was already in 4 with labs. We had to do research in our career center and as I was researching I came across the degree in applied sciences that had no math, but if I did that, it meant another semester but it was a no brainer I was actually enjoying the science classes, that is except Chem lol. I graduated with honors, even made the Deans list twice. I had an idea, I thought of a plan it took root, I had to become creative to solve my obstacle of my kryptonite, I guess by staying in harmony with the creative Principal of Nature and not cheating, I stayed in harmony,and I formed a circuit. My thoughts remained constructive and positive and I stayed in harmony by not bringing about negativity of cheating and instead got creative. This can work it has happened a couple times but I never stayed in it being ignorant of the laws of the mind and not knowing about abundance.
Hannel 10.21 Constructed thought must necessarily be creative, but creative thought must be harmonious, and this eliminates all destructive or competitive thought.
Than why did this not always happen
Ignorance is a bring reason you can’t pratice what you don’t know. The other is my fault by allowing other people who have hurt me in my past. I allowed that to eventually close my heart, stop expecting from others, allowing depression to take a hold of me. I grew up with abandoment issues and held on to those feelings. Things were manifesting but I was manifesting what I didn’t want to have in my life by having feelings and and thoughts about my past wrongs and not forgiving and letting go of what happened. I’m leaning in this class unless I can forgive, let go of my my past, it happened I can’t change it, staying in a postive, harmonious loving, give more, be the observer, give service to others, create an idea give it thought and if its in harmony with the creative Principals of Nature and it is in tune with the Infinite mind, It will be polarized forming a circuit. It will bring me to me what I give to others. I believe in that. My life has been mostly the opposite of this polarization never forming that circuit and manifesting negative results in my life. I’m leaning that writing down a plan, having positive, creative, harmonious thoughts with feeling and visualizing it all and by giving more, that it will eventually come back to me ten fold.
What I need to do now
I need to write down my ideas, write a plan on how to accomplish it and maintain creative positive harmonious thoughts. I must continue to pratice the 7 Laws, practice visualization, continue to pratice being an observer and not offering opinions and not allowing my negative thoughts to linger in me like my pasts, I’m doing affirmations that I’ve never have do before but I need to add more gusto to that and more feeling. I’m a work in progress but I’m seeing changes already that I believe will bring me to a world within.
Thanks for reading peace Norina
Be kind to Mother Nature