Masterkey Experience Lessons 2-3 Week 3

Lesson 2 Our difficulties are largely due to confused ideas and ignorance of our true interest. 

That statement by Haanel, could not be any more truer in my life.  I was a medical assistant working in a OB/GYN practice and I was underpaid, over worked, stressed unappreciated and getting frustrated. Decided in 2003 to return back to school since I had an associate degree in science half the battle was done, right?  Nope, my sciences were not transferable because 5 yrs lapsed. No worries money wasn’t an issue work was paying for it, so I began with all my Science courses, I had no social life but It was a small sacrifice to pay.  Here is the kicker, I never wanted to be a nurse, yes I loved my patients at work. I enjoy helping people always did, that’s what I did best but Nursing was not it for me no desire what so ever. Better money and appreciation from my bosses is what I wanted. (Ego). My patients appreciated me, I knew that, they always told me and thanked me for caring about their welfare they where the reason I stayed. January 2008 one class away from applying to Nursing schools.  Bam!  I’m struck from behind while I was trying to merge on a highway without a merging lane. That put me on a path of chronic pain. See I was telling my conscious mind that I didn’t want to be a nurse, had no desire for it and given a false impression to my subconscious mind.  My subconscious knew my objective to be false and put in to action to take me off my wrong path.  After years I realized that accident happened for a reason but it wasn’t until Master Keys lesson 2 that it showed me it was because my conscious mind was out of harmony with my subconscious mind.  It brought it all together for me.

2.17  Haanel wrote, receiving any suggestions as true, the subconscious mind at once proceeds to act there on in the whole domain of its tremendous field of work.  The conscious mind can suggest either truth or error.  If the latter, it is at the cost of wide – reaching peril to the whole being.

Wow! My ego and misalignment of my harmony cost me 10 years of chronic pain and depression. Never again will I force my conscious mind to do what I don’t want. From here on out I will tell my conscious mind what I want my objective to be and bring my subconscious the truth and find my power within.

Our exercise in lesson 2 was to be perfectly still and inhibit thought. The purpose is to give you control over all thoughts of care, worry, fear and will enable you to entertain only the kind of thoughts you desire. At first try it didn’t take long for the thoughts to rush in tried 3 more times and finally with the help of an image of a brick wall and a message written on it, no thoughts allowed it helped me get to a little over a minute f no thoughts.  Last week I was practicing shoving away negative thoughts from my mind but this week when the negative thoughts would sneak in they were replaced with what I wanted instead.

Lesson 3

3.17 Haanel says, it is our attitude of mind toward life which determines the experience with which we are to meet; if we expect nothing, we shall have nothing; if we demand much, we shall receive the greater portion.

Now I know why loyalty was never returned to me, and I always would question why, when I have  always been loyal to my friends.  Growing up I quest I was tired of being disappointed  that I decided to never expect anything from anyone. That way I would never be disappointed by anyone. Damn that explains a lot!  Seems like I ended up disappointing my self all these years.  No crying over spilt milk. I’m here to move forward.

These past 2 weeks I have been putting in to practice of putting my self in the present, not complaining about things as they are and controlling my negative thoughts.  Learning to understand that my thoughts and  feelings that I put out in to the Universe are what come back to me and seeing that my attitude, negativity, fear, judgements is why I been feeling so lost and disconnected from people and life. I’ve been wanting to change I just didn’t know how. Now I do! It’s true what they say power is knowledge!

I’m moving forward and even though I’m discovery I’ve been sabotaging myself I’m not mad or angry with myself.  I’m just glad I’m learning a new way and I’m starting to live a new life.  I’m also glad that I am an open minded individual and I like to think outside the box.

I always keep my promises!

Thanks for reading my blog and have an awesome week!  Peace Norina

Please be kind to one another it’s not hard to open a door for some one or tell some one they have a nice smile.  Being kind has no boundaries!

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My hectic first Master Key Experience week 1

Hello fellow bloggers, my name is Norina and this is my first blog entry.  I first heard about Master Key experience from an email and it made me curious, so I checked it out.  I liked what I saw so I started the process but I was extremely tired and decided to finish  it the next day. Well the next day turned in to next week because of my lack of focus and because of that I got in on the last night. My procrastination put me a week behind, while everyone all ready had their week of orientation and first week of lessons I was juggling orientation and week 1. My week one was cramming in how to navigate around and watching webinars, listening to audio, getting a blog set up reading the Master Key lessons and also reading scroll 1 of the Greatest Salesman in the World. My task for the week was in 400 words or less was to write my DMP.  What’s that?  Well its my definite major purpose in life and I had to get it submitted by Thursday night. That was definitely a mind block for me but I got in my first draft, while my fellow comrades where working on their there’s for 2 weeks.  I felt like a rat on a wheel spinning around and around and not getting anywhere lol.  I didn’t know about it until I saw my first live webinar Sunday September 30th and I also found out I had to write a blog. Yikes!  I was doing the task we are supposed to do but was feeling confused at times as I was checking out the general discussion area and seeing discussion about seeing blue rectangles and sitting still and practicing sitting still and inhibit all thought as you sit still.  My confusion was built on the  fact that the part of inhibiting all thought while sitting still was not in my work book.  I guess I’ ll figure out what’s amiss next week.

Every day we have to read the Master Key lessons and then practice sitting still in order to have complete control of our body. I wasn’t sure I could do it but by day 3 I accomplished 15 mins and continued that for rest of the week.

Now let’s talk about blue rectangles, which I was not comprehending until I saw a post from a guide and then I had a aha moment!  I than made the connection, blue rectangles when seen connect back to our index cards, that we wrote out on Sunday.  On one of our index cards we had to write out an easy chore that we had to get completed by October 7th and then color in a blue rectangle. On the flip side we had to write out our (PPN) which is our pivotal personal needs. On the other index card we had repeat do it now 25 times twice daily out loud with gusto followed by a blue rectangle . Flip side of that card I wrote what my needs are and then wrote I promise to. On each card it starts with I promise to than on bottom, I always keep my promises Norina Lelii.  Funny thing is I don’t make promises to myself just other people because my promise to you is my word.  I saw my first blue rectangle on Wednesday and I linked it immediately to my chore and task. Awesome.

It’s been an interesting 7 days so far and the week is still not done.  Now that my DMP is submitted and waiting for the guide to revise and the blog is completed I feel less stressed.  Writing always stressed me.  I still have lots of catching up to do.  I did get my chore done that I have been procrastinating about for a month.  I have yet to write my Blue Print builder out so I can read that ever day out loud once a day and I’m sure I’m missing others things. I won’t lie it has been stressful but once I get caught up I will be able to relax more and enjoy the journey and get more organized.  It definitely was a lot to deal with.  I’ve seen in the  general discussion about how everyone is feeling excited but as of now I don’t feel that way, but considering all I had to cram in this week im sure that will change.  Wonder what week 2 will bring.  Happy thoughts!

I appreciate you all and enjoy the rest of your week!

Peace  Norina